Today is Ash Wednesday the beginning of the season of Lent. Many reflections come to my mind, in particular, the humility we should aspire to live by. It is also 2 days after St. Valentine's day, a day hijacked by secularism to reflect relationships. More on this later.
"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;"God will call each one of us in due time. We will face judgment immediately after death as Hebrews 9:27 tells us, and there is no attorney nor can we make use of an alibi. It is important that we try to do God's will and not waste our lives on sin and other vices that give the illusion of happiness or joy. Like the quote from the classic movie, "A Bronx Tale" produced by Robert De Niro states: "The saddest thing in life is wasted talent." We all have the talents necessary along with God's grace in order to live a virtuous life and grow spiritually. Ash Wednesday and Lent should remind us of this.
The first reading reminds us that we have to return to the Lord. Our fasting, the ashes we receive, our abstaining from meat much have an internal meaning, the rending of our hearts. God is merciful and gracious. He waits for us to return to Him. In this season of Lent, we must do our best to return to God. None of us are perfect. We all sin. However, sin is not the end of the story. Sin is the villain in our story that we have to defeat. We can only do this by living a holy life of prayer and reception of the Sacraments. These bring about a greater representation of Christ in the world. We begin to love God and our neighbor more and more. We start to gain the courage to face all trials. Lent is a special time in the Church. We walk with Jesus in the desert, face temptation, and walk out victorious with Christ Jesus.
The first reading reminds us of the need to ask God for mercy; to spare His people! We receive the ashes as a reminder of our mortality. Humans are just dust and to dust, they shall return. Scientifically speaking, we are carbon-based lifeforms who are made of "stardust," as the late Carl Sagan famously stated. Our accomplishments, our intelligence, our capacity to reason should not make us feel pride as if we are gods on earth; we are not! Nature is constantly reminding humanity that despite its accomplishments, a simple act of God can wipe everything away. The wildfires and losses of wildlife due to man-made activities that add to global warming remind us of how our pride will be our destruction. As Scripture says, after pride, the fall comes (Proverbs 16:18). Man thinks he can control the forces of nature and destroy the environment, but he is reminded time in and time out that God ordained nature to function in a certain way and if man interferes, he will suffer the consequences. Today, there is the fear of a pandemic that is taking hold. The Coronavirus or COVID19 is taking the world by storm. Is this divine justice, part of man-made global warming, or just nature doing its thing? We may never know. However, the timing cannot be coincidental. Nevertheless, even this disease is reminding man that he is not an end to himself. The ashes today remind us of this. This is why we must repent and believe in the Gospel.
We need mercy from God for we have sinned, as the responsorial Psalm says. God is indeed mercy. There is no sin He will not forgive unless it is the sin against the Holy Spirit or the sin of not trusting in God's mercy and avoiding it. Only God can cleanse us of our sins and guilt. Only God can create a pure heart in us and a steadfast spirit. We must take this time during Lent to call on God to have mercy on us so that we can proclaim His praise. The second reading tells us that we are ambassadors for Christ. We represent Christ in our state in life to others. Therefore, we must be holy and humble. We must be full of love and mercy. This can only be done if we are reconciled with God. Jesus became the image of sin (human) but did not sin so that He could rescue us from sin. We must not be ingrates and receive God's grace with humility and not vain. Ashes on our foreheads are not a trophy to show off to others. They are a reminder that we are mere dust. They give witnesses that we are nothing but dust before God and therefore must rely on Him and His mercy.
The Gospel today reminds us that our righteous deeds are not supposed to be for self-glorification or promotion. We must not "blow a trumpet" before ourselves in order to be looked upon as if we are religious celebrities. Instead, we must pray in private, do things in private whether it is giving to the poor or helping others. In other words, we must not make a spectacle of our actions as if we need to be praised by others because we did well. Praying and doing good must be directed towards God, not self-glorification. During Lent, we fast and abstain from meat. This may be hard for some of us. However, we must not walk around with gloomy faces so that others can see and focus on our misery as if we fast and abstain in order to feel pity from others or garner attention. God will reward us for suffering in silence. Joy has to be part of this as well. We do all of these sacrifices for a greater purpose which brings joy. During Ash Wednesday Mass in 2020 at my old parish St. Dominic in the Bronx, as I was distributing ashes. A father came carrying his baby girl. As I placed the ashes on her forehead, she gave me a stern look and grabbed my hand to take it away. We all laughed. It reminded me of what Jesus said about being like a child. We must be humble and not take ourselves seriously. Our fasting and abstinence must serve to make us stronger, not miserable, bitter, or neurotic.
As mentioned previously, many in America and around the world also celebrate Valentine's day. On this day, couples give each other chocolates, roses, cards, and whatnot. Ash Wednesday is a reminder of our mortality and that we must repent. We can repent and change because God wants us to and allows us to. This is because He loves us. God is love. God is the ultimate love. Love finds its definition in God. What a wonderful way to celebrate Valentine's day by repenting and accepting the Love of all Loves: Jesus Christ.
Take this time during Lent to refocus your attention on God. Do things for His honor and glory, not your own. Wear the ashes as a witness to your mortality and as a witness to your conversion to Christ. Do not wear them in order to show off as if the ashes cry out "Hey!, I am a Catholic." This is not what Ash Wednesday is about. Remember to be humble. We are just dust, not gods. Live your life to serve and love others. In today's Office of Readings in the Liturgy of the Hours, the reading tells us that God prefers service to others over ashes or rituals. It says: "Fasting like yours today will never make your voice heard on high. Is that the sort of fast that pleases me, a truly penitential day for men? Hanging your head like a reed, lying down on sackcloth and ashes? Is that what you call fasting, a day acceptable to the Lord? Is not this the sort of fast that pleases me – it is the Lord who speaks – to break unjust fetters and undo the thongs of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and break every yoke, to share your bread with the hungry, and shelter the homeless poor, to clothe the man you see to be naked and not turn from your own kin? Then will your light shine like the dawn and your wound be quickly healed over." This is from Isaiah 58:1-12. Let us not get caught up in ashes or rituals but put the significance of them into practice. May Jesus Christ be praised!
